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Posted on Feb 22nd, 2009
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Kaiya
Kaiya
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for February 22, 2009:
I oce remembered that I had bee very hurt. Its weird rememberig that..., re member ig.
putting back together.
Anyway, i re membered that, ad I felt very very strog. I felt like I could flip cars over. its weird thiking you can flip cars over whe you ca't. Eve if it feels strong ad safe.
The I heard a voice say that I should't ever tell about being hurt, ad that I would feel this powerful all the time if I did't. People would b e afraid of me. they'd do what i said, because i would always have this strong ivicible place i my self to go to, ad they could't get me here.
I went and shared my story, ad cried a lot. ow, i still have a strog safe place to go. Its oly partly like the place used to be. i've had guests ad help cleaig out this invisible plqace. Now, Its still hard to find, but isn't all that bad aymore.
putting back together.
Anyway, i re membered that, ad I felt very very strog. I felt like I could flip cars over. its weird thiking you can flip cars over whe you ca't. Eve if it feels strong ad safe.
The I heard a voice say that I should't ever tell about being hurt, ad that I would feel this powerful all the time if I did't. People would b e afraid of me. they'd do what i said, because i would always have this strong ivicible place i my self to go to, ad they could't get me here.
I went and shared my story, ad cried a lot. ow, i still have a strog safe place to go. Its oly partly like the place used to be. i've had guests ad help cleaig out this invisible plqace. Now, Its still hard to find, but isn't all that bad aymore.
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I read your profile and found out you cannot see with your eyes any longer, but can still see the world; how do you get our responses on Gaia? Does someone read them to you? your strength you speak about in your response seems to come from that invisible essence that makes us all invincible and eternal – we can never be destroyed. barbara
Well i an see from one finger length, well enough to reqad… out of my right eye. It is frustrating to reqad too muh, hence all the typoes : ) but its enough to stay connected. in an odd way I see more of what everyone does this way, so i like to be able to see photos and such.
thank you for your note. i needed to hear what you’ve just said.