Next?

There is this amazing dance between inbtentions and the now, folding and unfolding, reaching and returning, burning steady, yet shifting with tides deeper than I can understand.

Putting a whole heart into each step, and thinking its ridiculous all the while.

We crossed the country, and had negative dollars till I argued long enough to get some fees removed. then we have enough to not close the account.

We received a ride and corssed america in two days flat. I'd love to love the middle. I truly want to find the magics there. I haven't, yet.

And just in time to meet, for the second time in two years, Benji, at the headwaters of mount shasta. He pointed us up the hill, for a yearly sweat gathering in panther meadows. We made it just in time.

Days later, and we are by the buddha hole. It is strong and clear, a little glacier cold, and ... REAL.

two weeks. We were strong enough to wlak to town when we needed to. Seven miles is easier than it used to be.

Now we are in Santa Cruz. We are closer to the Now, closer to a flow that rises out of trauma, and fear.

Given each thing we need, and learning to not need the things that we want, that do not come.

When angels watch this closely... trusting Love becomes gold

And I am very wealthy.